Shopping
I am having a hard time finding clothes lately.
Everything is low cut, scoop neck, cap sleeves and just plain ugly. I am almost a plus size and not sure why all the clothes my size are so darn ugly. It is so frustrating that nothing fits or flatters you. The patterns are garish, the fabric is cheap and very thin usually and the fit is terrible. I am just looking for some classic pieces that will last a few seasons, but they are really hard to come by. So I came home with money in my pocket instead of some new spring things. Not a bad deal really. I didn't really "need" anything.
It is okay for me to come out of a store empty handed, but today my heart felt empty too. I walk around alone amongst all the couples, my husband rarely goes anywhere with me. I don't let it stop me from doing anything, but sometimes the devil sure uses it to make me feel lonely. I am glad that I am onto him and his tricks, but every once in a while it gets to me.
I am so grateful to God for saving me because without Him I would have no hope, there is a lot of comfort in knowing that this world is not all there is.
